Hey people.. i just wanna talk bout 1 thing today. basically, bout the previous post i made. I deleted it already. But for those who had read it, i got something to say to all of you. I posted that entry because i was..unhappy... yea.obviously..for those who read it, u'll know wat i mean. i really2 regret watever i said in that entry. but No, this post is not to make up with GF. yeah.. i hurt her badly..and evrytime i 'hurt' her, things reali2 suck to the damn core of my bones..n i'm not kidding..like i said, im not trying to make up the situation. its no use..u people red it already rite? hmm..but i just wanna clear things out.. i know i can't force you ppl to forget about evrything i said. i really2 regret saying all of that in the world wide web.. yes..im a jerk.. i should had think bout what she will feel after reading the shit i put up. right now, she's acting real cold towards me..well i deserved it. and i'm not gonna argue bout that. im not gonna argue bout anything. people, evryone has their flaws. i got tonnes of them. evryone makes mistakes, i'd made countless. it all made who we are now. and it made who my gf is. and i love her. what does that means? those mistakes she made, those flaws she have,made her. the one that i really2 love. somehow, thnx to those mistakes and flaws, i got her. not just her, same goes for evryone else.. i dont know whether what i say make any sense to you guys, i dont give a damn.. haiz.. have you ppl ever feel so guilty but there is just no use because things already happen?? that's what i' feeling right now man..im feeling so..faggot-ty.... or something. suck suck suck. i swear i nvr regreted being in relationship Nur suzliyanti.never.. i really love her. no matter what ppl say, what ppl think, i dont care.. i dont know whether she's reading this..i guess she wont be reading my blog anymore.. i sure she doesnt want to get hurt anymore.. damn... we're going out tmr.. i dont know whether we should carry on with the plan.. i admit, i afraid to face her..just like how im afraid to meet the principle back during primary school n ya..a few more scenarios. i really wish things will be back the way it was before. pls pls pls....and guys,she's a great gf and a friend too..those who know her, i bet u agree right....

by, im' truly sorry.. i love you.