The day other people go, 'Finally!!!' -.-
28 June 2010, 2:07 AM
wassup people!! fuh, damn its been so long since i blog. hahaha
at last, i decided to blog bout something. Something special i should say.heh .Yeap, guess what? me and her are now OFFICALLY TOGETHER!! woooo~ yea.. 26 June 2010. That's the date. The reason for that date was because, it was the date i first texted her exactly 2 years ago. Well, thanks to a friend of mine which at first was plannig to play a prank on me. But wat hell, thanks.. haha.

Here's how our story goes alright. Well, as many people know, we were together before, but i guess we dont have the opportunity to understand each other well enough before. That's why things ended. heh. I guess fate brought us back together. I started dated her again about 10 months ago? yea.. Things were better but sometimes, arguements just spoils everything. But that is nature right. Nothing is perfect.

So it had been months that i've been thinking bout us getting official. And early June was when i'm totally ready to be in a relationship, so i started planning. I wanted to make something simple but sweet? i guess. haha. So, a photo album was the first thing that came to my mind cause we had talk bout getting us a photo album. heh. I had to lie to her a little just to make the surprise and not make her suspect anything. And it was about a week ago when i realise decorating an album was damn difficult. I've never made something like it before.but yea wth..

I put our pictures in it, a DVD with our random videos we recorded on our dates..and ya..i decided to ask her the question trough the album itself. So i put a note with the question in it..

Well, to me the album was.. ok lar.. but hey, its the thought that counts right? if it's sweet to her, it's sweet then. hahaha. On saturday we when out to vivo then headed to henderson waves to watch the sunset and just chill out. The day seem quite boring at first, then it changed when i gave her the album and after she saw the question. She almost cried!! boohoo~ hehe

k done! i talk too much. let the pics do the talking aite!

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04 June 2010, 12:17 AM

wokay!

Exam's next week beybeh!! Best part is that, there's only 1 paper to sit for..And then here comes holidays! so, 3 weeks holidays, 3 projects to be completed, not including Design Application portfolio which im just half way done. -.- lucky i got the software at home desktop.


hmm..secretly, my life's been really stressful..yea, secretly. dont want it to affect my studies n stuff. Well, been really sensitive towards her these few days. i don't kow why. i get jealous easily..well, i am the jealous type even before all this things happen,but at least those time i could hide it and handle it well.now, i feel really insecure of us easily.. couldnt hold back my jealousy.. much more moodswings. damn... we dont meet that often anymore now..maybe that's the reason i feel so insecure and stuff. just trying to understand my own feelings so i could control it. i'm seriously not making things easier for her. and i reali do feel bad.. now i feel like how she felt last time.maybe even worst..is this karma? i don't know. but what's for sure, the ending wont repeat again.. this time it'll be different. i know she's stronger now,enduring all these crap i'm causing. i need to do the same thing too.. i need her, she needs me.. we're not even in a official relationship yet, and we had to go through this rough times. i'm taking all this as a test. will all this be worth it? i have the strong confidence that it is. been almost 2 years we know each other. we've made alot of sacrifices..been through all stages. And i bet this is just one of the obstacle in this stage. it'll be over soon with a happy ending.


to u,i know i make u all cranky, im sorry..my life's getting packed now, hope time will fly faster for me so i wont be much a burden to u by being all unresonable.


i love u. (:

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