people, read this.. pls.
31 July 2010, 10:52 PM
Hey people.. i just wanna talk bout 1 thing today. basically, bout the previous post i made. I deleted it already. But for those who had read it, i got something to say to all of you. I posted that entry because i was..unhappy... yea.obviously..for those who read it, u'll know wat i mean. i really2 regret watever i said in that entry. but No, this post is not to make up with GF. yeah.. i hurt her badly..and evrytime i 'hurt' her, things reali2 suck to the damn core of my bones..n i'm not kidding..like i said, im not trying to make up the situation. its no use..u people red it already rite? hmm..but i just wanna clear things out.. i know i can't force you ppl to forget about evrything i said. i really2 regret saying all of that in the world wide web.. yes..im a jerk.. i should had think bout what she will feel after reading the shit i put up. right now, she's acting real cold towards me..well i deserved it. and i'm not gonna argue bout that. im not gonna argue bout anything. people, evryone has their flaws. i got tonnes of them. evryone makes mistakes, i'd made countless. it all made who we are now. and it made who my gf is. and i love her. what does that means? those mistakes she made, those flaws she have,made her. the one that i really2 love. somehow, thnx to those mistakes and flaws, i got her. not just her, same goes for evryone else.. i dont know whether what i say make any sense to you guys, i dont give a damn.. haiz.. have you ppl ever feel so guilty but there is just no use because things already happen?? that's what i' feeling right now man..im feeling so..faggot-ty.... or something. suck suck suck. i swear i nvr regreted being in relationship Nur suzliyanti.never.. i really love her. no matter what ppl say, what ppl think, i dont care.. i dont know whether she's reading this..i guess she wont be reading my blog anymore.. i sure she doesnt want to get hurt anymore.. damn... we're going out tmr.. i dont know whether we should carry on with the plan.. i admit, i afraid to face her..just like how im afraid to meet the principle back during primary school n ya..a few more scenarios. i really wish things will be back the way it was before. pls pls pls....and guys,she's a great gf and a friend too..those who know her, i bet u agree right....

by, im' truly sorry.. i love you.

be back soon.
26 July 2010, 10:28 PM
its 26 July 2010.. Our first monthsary.. sadly, did get to celebrate it. cause gf is away.. in Phuket with her class ): its the monthsary curse i guess, every monthsary we had before didn't usualy go the way we expected.so..yea.. hope she's fine there,that's the most important thing. we can always celebrate and have fun other days.. But the worst thing is that there's no ways to contact her. not through text msg, msn, email and ofcos not thru phone calls.. damn.. this suck. but at least she did text me a short msg using her friends phone just now. it was sweet of her.. heh.. Whatever it is, Happy 1st Monthsary Bby.. I hope this time, we will last k? i'l pray for ur safety over there..hah,i know i'm like overreacting its like as if she won't be back for months.. it's only 4 days, but..im not use to her being so far away especially on a special day like this.. even when we're home,she'll be just a few blocks away. well, almost 1 day down, 3 more to go.. i hope i could fetch u at the airport on Thursday..

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I AM MAGNIFICENT!
18 July 2010, 4:58 PM
I miss my GF!!!
like always, im the one that's really free. she's the one with a tight schedule and wats not..damn i sound like her.haha! k so...
things between i wasn't quite smooth, but yea.. we manage to stay strong for each other! woohoo!! we're happy now.. but i really miss her sitting by my side, talking her crap. she being all hyper and me being really decent and kept quite all the time. hah. k that's a lie.. im an honest guy, i'll be asleep when she's talking her crap. hope to meet her soon.

Anyway, POM presentations starts this week. Design Applications portfolio dateline is on friday. so, its gonna be a critical week.i need to get my ass into poly no matter what.Gf gonna be the one forcing me to study n all. so far, she's not doing a good work tho. haha.